Something On My Journey: One

Hello wonderful living beings!

Hope your journey hasn't been too rough or chaotic, and if so, I'm glad you are still hanging in there. Getting through the day with faith and optimism!

I have been on my personal journey for some time now trying to balance things in the material sense and spiritual wise. Its kind of overwhelming...but what get me the most is that I'm not able to see into the future. Sort of a step by step guide or how the choices I'm making will effect the next day and so forth. Life is nothing like the games we play, sure you can see your goals, task objectives and whatnot in that similar matter.

But we can't just pull up a cheat sheet or tips and tricks guide to certain things in our life. (Well, you can, I mean there are some things like a cheat sheet with tips and tricks, hacks and etc.) but you don’t get to see how it will be in the long run. A few years ago, I use to play dating sim games, life simulation and much more, out of all the games I play, one of my most favorite game that I ever play (though not anymore since it kept updating which lead to have no more room on my phone) Time Travel Princess. I ADORE this game! I love this game, especially the design of the clothes you get to where, that was my favorite part. Though some of the designs were off I still think its lovely.

As I play the game, whenever I would interact with the characters I would at first make a choice that lead me to the right path for a good relationship with the characters but as the game goes on I made a choice that leads to a negative response from the character. This leading me looking up gameplays, guides, tips and trick and cheat sheets to get a good interaction with all characters and more of a positive outcome. I know it defeats the purpose but I just couldn't handle the sheer feeling of uncertainty and rejection that came with it.

I understand that not everyone can see how their path or future unfolds, especially a specific step by step directions and actions to take around it. I guess that just how life works at least, we have to put our faith and trust in what we are doing is the right thing and the best we can do. As well as it still our choice to make, either from a logical stand point or just listening to our gut feeling.

Just something that has been going through my mind for some time, if you can relate to this or have an similar experience like this let me know. Hopefully what I am saying make sense.

Thank you for hearing me out!

See you soon!